Dream within a dream

I just don't get my family, I don't think it's even possible. All this time, when I was wondering, whether I would be going to Japan this year or not, my family was all "Eyes on the prize, Violet!". Think about your future, your bills, your duties.
Now that I go- I hear one, crucial word, that should NEVER appear in a matter like this.
PROBLEM.
It's gonna be a problem. My cat is gonna be a problem; so will be moving out without me to pack all my things.  All the fuss with going abroad so soon after coming home- will be a problem too, with me being all cranky and weak.
Argh, sod it.
I'm going to Japan in two weeks :D I find it...a bit comforting, and I shall celebrate the news tomorrow, in the Opera. My  favorite Bizet's piece, "Les Pêcheurs de perles", with a sweet "Je crois entende", that always makes me cry.
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Now that's a way to celebrate, not a word -_-'  Ah, well, it's a beautiful kind of tear :) However, I don't think there has been an arrangement of that aria more beautiful, than the one in "The man who cried" with Christina Ricci and Johnny Depp.
Oh, I think I'll add it here, since I like sir Henry as well, and this one is just beautiful,
http://pl.youtube.com/watch?v=AGxb8EGBiH4